I am Liberated!

Free from the clutches of time
Free from the nudges of love
Free from the grudges of heart
Free from the critics of mind

The irony is

This spirited soul is

Entrapped in it’s own vastness
Lost in it’s own emptiness
Hiding in it’s own darkness
Drifting in it’s own wilderness

Yes, this soul is liberated from one moment

To be engulfed into the destiny of another

Moments that touch me and retreat

Like the waves on my feet
Like the music created in every beat
Like the stars shining down to greet

Each moment seeks acceptance in my core

Gelling in with the inner calmness and uproar

Moments trapped in a vicious circle
Etched as memory happy or dull
Some might turn out to be eternal
As they live through time immortal

I am in pursuit of creating such moments

Existence glorified by finding purpose of life!

 

Tryst with Destiny

Prelude: This piece was written more than 2 years back when I realized that I was done accepting and was trying to deny or defy or rather define my destiny. I am still at the same crossroads!

Only the cover has changed, book remains the same. Hope I will be able to muster the courage to edit a few chapters soon….  

Tryst with Destiny

There are times……

Testing trying hard
On the face……. Apparently…….

They hold my hand

And lead me steadily

Discovering a secret passage

As I take a deeper dive
Into the whirlpool of unsettled rage
To find the answers of my life

Whether this will satisfy my quest

Or increase the unrest
Only time can tell best

Whether it is a risk I should take

Is a choice that I am yet to make!!

Cosmic Realisations

A part of me is lost
With every lesson learnt

A part of me is eroded

With every splash of time

A part of me goes numb

With the realization of every firm resolution

But a part of me still cries out

For the bits forgotten in eternity
Gathering what's left behind
Trying to identify the better version of mine!

Better….. is it?

Then why do I miss

The Spontaneity & Fieriness

Why does my soul ache

For the spirit that refused to burn out

Are the lessons of life

Really worth such a big stake?

I refuse to give myself up

In bits and pieces
I want to go after the ones
Buried under the sands of time

Hold myself up

Put the pieces together
Shape myself back
To the Beautiful Original form!

In the selfish attempt to avoid guilt pangs

I refrained from hurting others
But I forgot to be good to myself
Failed miserably to take care of myself

Oh! The little voice in my head

I know you from eternity
I have leaned on you all this while
Now is the time to give you back
The Friend with whom you started this Journey of Life!

We will not lose our blossoms to the Winds of Time!

Comeback!

Comeback in 2019....took 10 years!

 

Intend to stay for a while....hope that means till I die 😊

Raising a toast to loads of writing.....